Downloaded “Markets Not Capitalism” because a short paycheck reminded me why I shouldn’t have taken this job.

I think that I will write about why I failed being alcohol sober for the year

Finished “The Rhetoric if Reaction” this morning.

I don’t wan to be alcohol sober, but need to be. And this makes me angry, because it means that I have to acknowledge all the things I don’t like about living. I shouldn’t be so childish but I am.

Started reading “Orientalism” by Edward Said and “Africanism” by Nader Kadhem

I need to get out of this role within the next six months.

Started chapter 7 of “Cold Wind From the North: The Pre-historic European Origin of Racism, Explained by Diop’s Two Cradle Theory” by Vulindlela Ijiola Wobogo The more I self-educate, the…

Today I baked bread fro the fourth time in my life. And tomorrow my Mother is teaching me how to use a sewing machine. I’m excited

Knife sparring was fun